You asked me about dogs. And wind ,I replied. Yes, I am mindless regarding the subject in your opinion. Am a investor in the wind program, and love my pups. Happily retired, and donate to the local SPCA. Bust my ass all you want, you are what some would call an internet punk. If you were on my vessel. you would get called out quite early by my most excellent crew. I treated my hand picked crew well. Yes, I had that luxury over time. You would not last 1 trip. And add, I am not lonely, have a great kid and bride of 40 years. A rarity for most of us sailors. perhaps you are miserable in your own life?