indeed, this crusade of his is not about the fact that the master did not lower the lifeboat to save his sorry ass from the sea…
instead this is a much larger crusade of his to take on the entire world. he is small therefore feels the underdog who has always been trodden upon. he must fight any battle with all comers to validate himself in his own mind. his life must be a perpetual battle with everybody over everything. an endless war of his own creation for no other purpose than he must be at war always for him to be alive.
what a pathetic individual