So far the only Monday Morning Quarterbacking has come from you in your really hopelessly lame attempt to trash the crew who saved your ass.
Everyone else here has simply told you in many ways that you are an idiot and the creator of the situation you are ranting about. You were ignorant and unfit and your toy boat was unseaworthy because of your incompetence.
Your condemnation of your past and probable future rescuers is based purely on your own ignorance and incompetence.
Rather than wallow in the mud here you should write a book on how large ships should rescue WAFIs on the high seas. Turn your rage into a teaching exercise, add another chapter to the marine safety literature. Maybe the IMO and CG will award you a medal for improving safety at sea.